HAPPY VALENTINE´s DAY!!
You find yourself here on Ayhan´s personal blog. If you decide to stay and dip inside into my privacy then you need to know that you will find here every thing in connection with myself and my RL & SL what touches my heart and seems important to me. This blog contains also homoerotic art - adult material! So you are warned. If you dont like this topics >>> please scat!
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Thoughts about "Valentine?"
Well, soon it is Valentine´s Day and yeah no Valentine for me at near and far.
Although... I should seize the advantage of the holiday, to tell him (I mentioned him in an earlier post) that I really have the intention to make him happy. That it would be my pleasure and joy to serve him.
At least in sl.
I am sure (now that I have followed for weeks the group chat) that he will not chase me.
He will hear what I have to say. .. with a warm smile in his face, but strong...
I know that I have no other choice as to tell him, the fact never to know would deform my sl.
Better a no as never to know...
Or how my best friend would say only speaking people can be helped.
He already knows about me and wonders if the (damned) christmas stocking was all - hahaha. Why should a stranger send him Christmas greetings and a gift?
Actually I have also the strange feeling that due to my long wait I have lost all chance.
Ok, some changes in his profile must mean nothing.
Actually for me nothing have changed.
I will ask him on the weekend (or never... lol).
Oh man, what I am talking about?
I have nothing better to do?
Forget it!!! (laughs about myself)
Well, let me go over to a topic that concerns me mainly the last three weeks.
I have been asked by some customers for a landmark to my shop inworld. But unfortunately I had to reply that I am selling my things at the moment only on SL marketplace. This made me really thinking about to open a shop in sl. I mean a complete business on maybe 1/4 sim or bigger. With different activities... group, group gifts, midnight mania and for sure a hunt... and around a beautiful landscape what makes the people to stay and enjoy. This idea does not want me to go out of my head! So I have searched in the web for suggestions. And \o/ I have found something really beauiful.
But what I will not reveal at this point... :-))
Well I know that this is a big project and that it is not possible from today to tomorrow...
I make plans and started to build few things - of course I dont stop with my other builds.
Hmmm and I have to be more socially...
I have to talk with more people and make more friends. I am sure that I need help of the one or the other...
I am no script writer....so.
(I miss Alpha very much).
Although... I should seize the advantage of the holiday, to tell him (I mentioned him in an earlier post) that I really have the intention to make him happy. That it would be my pleasure and joy to serve him.
At least in sl.
I am sure (now that I have followed for weeks the group chat) that he will not chase me.
He will hear what I have to say. .. with a warm smile in his face, but strong...
I know that I have no other choice as to tell him, the fact never to know would deform my sl.
Better a no as never to know...
Or how my best friend would say only speaking people can be helped.
He already knows about me and wonders if the (damned) christmas stocking was all - hahaha. Why should a stranger send him Christmas greetings and a gift?
Actually I have also the strange feeling that due to my long wait I have lost all chance.
Ok, some changes in his profile must mean nothing.
Actually for me nothing have changed.
I will ask him on the weekend (or never... lol).
Oh man, what I am talking about?
I have nothing better to do?
Forget it!!! (laughs about myself)
Well, let me go over to a topic that concerns me mainly the last three weeks.
I have been asked by some customers for a landmark to my shop inworld. But unfortunately I had to reply that I am selling my things at the moment only on SL marketplace. This made me really thinking about to open a shop in sl. I mean a complete business on maybe 1/4 sim or bigger. With different activities... group, group gifts, midnight mania and for sure a hunt... and around a beautiful landscape what makes the people to stay and enjoy. This idea does not want me to go out of my head! So I have searched in the web for suggestions. And \o/ I have found something really beauiful.
But what I will not reveal at this point... :-))
Well I know that this is a big project and that it is not possible from today to tomorrow...
I make plans and started to build few things - of course I dont stop with my other builds.
Hmmm and I have to be more socially...
I have to talk with more people and make more friends. I am sure that I need help of the one or the other...
I am no script writer....so.
(I miss Alpha very much).
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Gengoroh Tagame
Gengoroh Tagameborn, born 3 February 1964, is a Japanese mangaka who specializes in gay BDSM erotic manga, many of which depict graphic violence. The men he depicts are hypermasculine, and tend to be on the bearish side.Born into a family descended from samurai Tagame began his career as a mangaka in 1982, while he was studying graphic design at Tama Art University. His works have been published in several Japanese gay magazines, including Sabu, G-men and SM-Z. Since 1986, he has used the pen-name Gengoroh Tagame, and since 1994 Tagame has lived off the profits of his art and writings. In recent years, Tagame has edited a two volume artbook series about the history of gay erotic art in Japan from the 1950s to the present, Nihon no gei, erotikku āto, Gay Erotic Art in Japan, volumes 1 and 2.
All his works contain "virile males, or youths, and their apprenticeship of physical and mental submission". Works of his include: Jujitsu Kyoshi at B Product; Emono, Shirogane no Hana (3 vol.) and Pride (3 vol.) at G-Project. Naburi mono, ("Laughing stock") serialised in G-Men in 1994, is about the kidnapping of a wrestler who refused a yazuka boss. One of the yazuka falls in love with the wrestler. They go into hiding together and eventually commit joint suicide to preserve their honour.
His manga Gunji (軍次) was translated into French in 2005, followed by Arena in 2006 and Goku in 2009. An artbook of his works has also been published in France by H&O Editions. An exhibition of his works was held in France in May 2009. Tagame is openly gay.
Tagame has been called the most influential creator of gay manga in Japan to date., and "the most talented and most famous author of sado-masochistic gay manga". Most of his work first appeared in gay magazines and usually feature sexual abuse. Tagame's depiction of men as muscular and hairy has been cited as a catalyst for a shift in fashion amongst gay men in 1995, away from the clean-shaven and slender bishonen stereotypes and towards a tendency for masculinity and chubbiness. Tagame's work has been criticised by notable gay manga writer Susumu Hirosegawa as "SM gekijō" (S&M theater) for its violence and lack of complex storylines.
All his works contain "virile males, or youths, and their apprenticeship of physical and mental submission". Works of his include: Jujitsu Kyoshi at B Product; Emono, Shirogane no Hana (3 vol.) and Pride (3 vol.) at G-Project. Naburi mono, ("Laughing stock") serialised in G-Men in 1994, is about the kidnapping of a wrestler who refused a yazuka boss. One of the yazuka falls in love with the wrestler. They go into hiding together and eventually commit joint suicide to preserve their honour.
His manga Gunji (軍次) was translated into French in 2005, followed by Arena in 2006 and Goku in 2009. An artbook of his works has also been published in France by H&O Editions. An exhibition of his works was held in France in May 2009. Tagame is openly gay.
Tagame has been called the most influential creator of gay manga in Japan to date., and "the most talented and most famous author of sado-masochistic gay manga". Most of his work first appeared in gay magazines and usually feature sexual abuse. Tagame's depiction of men as muscular and hairy has been cited as a catalyst for a shift in fashion amongst gay men in 1995, away from the clean-shaven and slender bishonen stereotypes and towards a tendency for masculinity and chubbiness. Tagame's work has been criticised by notable gay manga writer Susumu Hirosegawa as "SM gekijō" (S&M theater) for its violence and lack of complex storylines.
Hello 2011
The year 2011 has surprised me with a flu that I've probably picked up in the New Year's Eve. No wonder, after it had still snowing almost continuously between Christmas and New Year, a friend and me were nearly an hour on foot from the pub to my house (it usually takes about 20 minutes). Of course, with open jackets, because we were really hot from the alcohol. And last but not least, we made several times acquaintance with the snow ... my pants were pretty wet :-) ...we had great fun, were drunk, silly and felt like children.
In any case the many snow this winter has brought closer together the people of this small town, and the people remains to help each other more than before.
So I just opened my shop in the first week of January, by the hour. Ok I admit I was also a bit lazy.
The last snow has melted a week ago and the winter is over...
Last weekend I removed all the Christmas things out of my shop and start now to set up some Valentine decorations.
Yes, and as for my SL, so I spend much time with my best friend. We talk about everything that touches us, depressed, excited ... and she really make me laugh. Sometimes I am not able to type because she makes me laugh so hard.
I enjoy every minute with her.
She is truly a great friend and I would be lost without her in SL.
If my best friend is not online, I am building - yeah and dreaming... haha.
I build everything I personally like and a challenge is for me - at time Valentine´s gifts and decorations.
The music inspired me during my building and so I got also the idea more to take care of the Primbie House blog and to make more as to add pictures of my creation. Currently I am trying to bring SL and RL together in a kind of . That is, I have built few things you can do easily in RL too.
At all it seems that the people like my stuff :-) that is great!
And what depends my dreams I have for SL.... oh they are great...
Just dreams.
With my dear friend Alpha I only have contact via email - but regular :-))
I am very grateful for that.
And my father feels under the circumstances...
In any case the many snow this winter has brought closer together the people of this small town, and the people remains to help each other more than before.
So I just opened my shop in the first week of January, by the hour. Ok I admit I was also a bit lazy.
The last snow has melted a week ago and the winter is over...
Last weekend I removed all the Christmas things out of my shop and start now to set up some Valentine decorations.
Yes, and as for my SL, so I spend much time with my best friend. We talk about everything that touches us, depressed, excited ... and she really make me laugh. Sometimes I am not able to type because she makes me laugh so hard.
I enjoy every minute with her.
She is truly a great friend and I would be lost without her in SL.
If my best friend is not online, I am building - yeah and dreaming... haha.
I build everything I personally like and a challenge is for me - at time Valentine´s gifts and decorations.
The music inspired me during my building and so I got also the idea more to take care of the Primbie House blog and to make more as to add pictures of my creation. Currently I am trying to bring SL and RL together in a kind of . That is, I have built few things you can do easily in RL too.
At all it seems that the people like my stuff :-) that is great!
And what depends my dreams I have for SL.... oh they are great...
Just dreams.
With my dear friend Alpha I only have contact via email - but regular :-))
I am very grateful for that.
And my father feels under the circumstances...
Friday, December 31, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Robert W. Richards
Robert W. Richards (born 1941) is one of the most prominent and best-known illustrators of the United States. Richards grew up in the industrial town of Sanford in the U.S. state of Maine. He worked for many stars of Show Business (Frank Sinatra, Lena Horne, Anita O'Day, Tony Curtis, Peggy Lee), drew album covers and posters, which proved to be seminal. He also illustrated for the fashion industry. His clients include brands such as Chanel, Valentino, Yves St. Laurent.
As part of the bourgeois wing of the gay rights movement of the 70s, a decade-long love began to "Adoniss" of this scene, the porn stars. Richards captured the fleeting beauty of those modern love gods in countless drawings and interviews. These works provided a stir in the exhibition "Gods of Erotica" in the Leslie-Lohman Gay Art Foundation SoHo.
As a draftsman and portraitist, the artist puts himself naturally in the background, his works are known better as his person. A look at the man Richards provides the film documentary about Peter Berlin. Richards drawings and photographs from all career stages of Berlin are valuable historical documents that capture the "golden years" of the american gay movement in the 70s. In the photo book "Allure" Richards numerous highlights of his erotic illustrations of male ideals.
As part of the bourgeois wing of the gay rights movement of the 70s, a decade-long love began to "Adoniss" of this scene, the porn stars. Richards captured the fleeting beauty of those modern love gods in countless drawings and interviews. These works provided a stir in the exhibition "Gods of Erotica" in the Leslie-Lohman Gay Art Foundation SoHo.
As a draftsman and portraitist, the artist puts himself naturally in the background, his works are known better as his person. A look at the man Richards provides the film documentary about Peter Berlin. Richards drawings and photographs from all career stages of Berlin are valuable historical documents that capture the "golden years" of the american gay movement in the 70s. In the photo book "Allure" Richards numerous highlights of his erotic illustrations of male ideals.
I feel bad
I feel a little depressed today because of some minor or bigger incidents - sl and rl
My best female friend in sl told me I should write it here, what upset me .... then I would feel better.
I wonder, am I emotionally overwhelmed?
Or makes me the Christmas time more sensitiv?
I will lose next year a loved one - my father. When I think of it, it drives me tears in the eyes. He is ill with cancer and his doctor says that he will not celebrate the next Christmas. Of course, my family was ready on Christmas Eve to be together. But how the devil would have it, the weather has not cooperated. For me it was impossible to get out of my town. It snowed almost continuously for days and I needed with a friend more than an hour to make my car free from the snow. The road was too slippery even with winter tires. And hell, no bus, no train in use. Noone of the family has reached my parents yesterday :-(
Sure Christmas is not everything, every other day is just as good...
I wonder, am I emotionally overwhelmed?
Or makes me the Christmas time more sensitiv?
Well a very good friend rl and sl sent me an email on the 30th of November with the message that he have cancer - lung cancer.
"Don’t worry about the operation. According to the lung specialist it will be a recovery operation. But it is a heavy one: They will remove +/- half of my right lung and I hope I will be ok after that. Today I was told that they will operate on me on the 7th of December. I guess that if all goes well I will be chasing boys in SL after 7 to 10 days in the hospital ;-). (I wonder if I will have enough air to run after them in real life too )."
You see? Today it is the 25th of December - no sign of him... neither sl nor in rl.
I wonder, am I emotionally overwhelmed?
Or makes me the Christmas time more sensitiv?
But as I read the following in someones sl profile yesterday I could scream.
MASTER?? HAH!!!
To all of you guys who have the word "MASTER" anywhere in your name, or identify yourself as a "Master": You are f-ing pathetic. You are deeply disturbed and disgusting. I don't know why you have the need to want to dominate and subjugate others, but I for one feel sorry for you. You obviously have something wrong with you, and you have to control others in order to feel good about yourself. Probably you have a very small penis and are therefore insecure of your masculinity. Most likely impotent too. I have to admit that as a group you mostly amuse me. I love laughing in a "Master's" face. Please know that I look at you with both comtempt and a degree of pity. You are botched and defective.
Sub=SubHUMAN
To all of you guys who have the word "Sub" anywhere in your name, or identify yourself as a sub: You are as bad as if not worse than the "Masters". Why anyone would want to be dominated by another person is beyond me. Why were we given a sense of SELF if only to give up our free will to another? You are a disgrace. A disgusting wretch. You should be deeply ashamed of your willingness to be dominated and subjugated by the predators you call "Sir". You are beneath my notice and if you IM me you will be met with nothing but contempt.
I will leave these two simple statements in the room - no further comments.
I wonder, am I emotionally overwhelmed?
Or makes me the Christmas time more sensitiv?
I feel really attracted to someone in sl for a couple of weeks, but he knows nothing about? I have thought as long as I wear the skin of my dream man it can not happen to me - noone can top my dream man. But I was wrong. The way he talks to the people in group chat has made me aware of him. I listened to him for a while, enjoyed his short effective commands and statements which reminds me to a forgotten - also missed feelings - power through words. Sure I was curious and checked his profile. To my surprise, his profile is very similar to mine...
Yesterday I droped him a Christmas gift.
[18:22] Me: Good evening Mr. ... Sir!
Just a little gift for a great man Sir, as a token of my admiration and worship.
Merry Christmas Sir.
[18:22] He: o,O
[18:23] He: well thank you!
[18:23] Me: :-) you have not seen it Sir
[18:23] He: looking
[18:23] Me: smiling
[18:24] He: very nice - thank you
[18:24] Me: :-) your welcome Sir
[18:25] Me: a pity my bed time now
[18:25] Me: hope you enjoy Christmas Sir
[18:25] He: Thanks - and you too
[18:25] Me: good night Sir
[18:25] He: g'nite
As I logged off my heart feels happy in a way only because he has accepted the gift but as I layed in my bed and thought again about it my joy shrank suddenly. Well you can not know why because you do not know what was the gift. It is a Christmas stocking in a nice gift box. That is what he have seen. The damn stocking - nothing more. But what is a Christmas stocking when nothing is in it? I have constructed the Christmas stocking, that he has to touch it three times 1. for the particles, 2. for the Christmas song and 3. to recieve the gifts and the Christmas card. Well, I think he will never know what he got from me. The gift is lost somewhere in his inventory or probably he deleted it. Why I think so? Well, note the times in our conversation.... too short. I may be wrong, but no smile also... He was not really happy - was even a Christmas stocking.
I am angry about myself - really.
And I am embarrassed to ask. It would sound as if I would assume him superficiality, no?
Maybe I think too much.
I hear into myself...
I feel bad.
My best female friend in sl told me I should write it here, what upset me .... then I would feel better.
I wonder, am I emotionally overwhelmed?
Or makes me the Christmas time more sensitiv?
I will lose next year a loved one - my father. When I think of it, it drives me tears in the eyes. He is ill with cancer and his doctor says that he will not celebrate the next Christmas. Of course, my family was ready on Christmas Eve to be together. But how the devil would have it, the weather has not cooperated. For me it was impossible to get out of my town. It snowed almost continuously for days and I needed with a friend more than an hour to make my car free from the snow. The road was too slippery even with winter tires. And hell, no bus, no train in use. Noone of the family has reached my parents yesterday :-(
Sure Christmas is not everything, every other day is just as good...
I wonder, am I emotionally overwhelmed?
Or makes me the Christmas time more sensitiv?
Well a very good friend rl and sl sent me an email on the 30th of November with the message that he have cancer - lung cancer.
"Don’t worry about the operation. According to the lung specialist it will be a recovery operation. But it is a heavy one: They will remove +/- half of my right lung and I hope I will be ok after that. Today I was told that they will operate on me on the 7th of December. I guess that if all goes well I will be chasing boys in SL after 7 to 10 days in the hospital ;-). (I wonder if I will have enough air to run after them in real life too )."
You see? Today it is the 25th of December - no sign of him... neither sl nor in rl.
I wonder, am I emotionally overwhelmed?
Or makes me the Christmas time more sensitiv?
But as I read the following in someones sl profile yesterday I could scream.
MASTER?? HAH!!!
To all of you guys who have the word "MASTER" anywhere in your name, or identify yourself as a "Master": You are f-ing pathetic. You are deeply disturbed and disgusting. I don't know why you have the need to want to dominate and subjugate others, but I for one feel sorry for you. You obviously have something wrong with you, and you have to control others in order to feel good about yourself. Probably you have a very small penis and are therefore insecure of your masculinity. Most likely impotent too. I have to admit that as a group you mostly amuse me. I love laughing in a "Master's" face. Please know that I look at you with both comtempt and a degree of pity. You are botched and defective.
Sub=SubHUMAN
To all of you guys who have the word "Sub" anywhere in your name, or identify yourself as a sub: You are as bad as if not worse than the "Masters". Why anyone would want to be dominated by another person is beyond me. Why were we given a sense of SELF if only to give up our free will to another? You are a disgrace. A disgusting wretch. You should be deeply ashamed of your willingness to be dominated and subjugated by the predators you call "Sir". You are beneath my notice and if you IM me you will be met with nothing but contempt.
I will leave these two simple statements in the room - no further comments.
I wonder, am I emotionally overwhelmed?
Or makes me the Christmas time more sensitiv?
I feel really attracted to someone in sl for a couple of weeks, but he knows nothing about? I have thought as long as I wear the skin of my dream man it can not happen to me - noone can top my dream man. But I was wrong. The way he talks to the people in group chat has made me aware of him. I listened to him for a while, enjoyed his short effective commands and statements which reminds me to a forgotten - also missed feelings - power through words. Sure I was curious and checked his profile. To my surprise, his profile is very similar to mine...
Yesterday I droped him a Christmas gift.
[18:22] Me: Good evening Mr. ... Sir!
Just a little gift for a great man Sir, as a token of my admiration and worship.
Merry Christmas Sir.
[18:22] He: o,O
[18:23] He: well thank you!
[18:23] Me: :-) you have not seen it Sir
[18:23] He: looking
[18:23] Me: smiling
[18:24] He: very nice - thank you
[18:24] Me: :-) your welcome Sir
[18:25] Me: a pity my bed time now
[18:25] Me: hope you enjoy Christmas Sir
[18:25] He: Thanks - and you too
[18:25] Me: good night Sir
[18:25] He: g'nite
As I logged off my heart feels happy in a way only because he has accepted the gift but as I layed in my bed and thought again about it my joy shrank suddenly. Well you can not know why because you do not know what was the gift. It is a Christmas stocking in a nice gift box. That is what he have seen. The damn stocking - nothing more. But what is a Christmas stocking when nothing is in it? I have constructed the Christmas stocking, that he has to touch it three times 1. for the particles, 2. for the Christmas song and 3. to recieve the gifts and the Christmas card. Well, I think he will never know what he got from me. The gift is lost somewhere in his inventory or probably he deleted it. Why I think so? Well, note the times in our conversation.... too short. I may be wrong, but no smile also... He was not really happy - was even a Christmas stocking.
I am angry about myself - really.
And I am embarrassed to ask. It would sound as if I would assume him superficiality, no?
Maybe I think too much.
I hear into myself...
I feel bad.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
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Sunday, December 12, 2010
Goh Mishima
Goh Mishima 1984 - 1989 (born Tsuyoshi Yoshida) specialised in what everyone seems to call “Yakazuza porn” although many of his men have fewer tattoos than genuine Japanese gangsters. Given the Japanese predilection for exploring every fetish imaginable someone had to cover this area. His name, of course, alludes to writer Yukio Mishima and there is a lot about his work that Mishima would have enjoyed. The Tom of Finland Foundation has a small selection of works.
Note: The Tom of Finland Foundation biography page says Goh Mishima died three days before Emperor Hirohito in “1988″. Since Hirohito actually died in 1989 the date what is listed here.
more...
Note: The Tom of Finland Foundation biography page says Goh Mishima died three days before Emperor Hirohito in “1988″. Since Hirohito actually died in 1989 the date what is listed here.
more...
All good
It is a bit of time between now and my last post and I would try to summarize in short form.
My business in rl is doing extremely well. I have decorated my shop very cosy - rustical, country style. It smells like apple, cinnamon and pine - real Christmas scent. My customers seem to like it, as well as my hospitalit and they love to come over for a cup of coffee and a small talk, and really they do not go without buying something. That is great. Since the 1st Advent I open my shop at Sunday for 2 or 3 hours also and every customer get a little bag with cookies made by me. Fortunately, a couple from France come last week for shopping to me. They visit me 2 - 3 times a year and have bought this time 2 high night stands from Biedermeier.
So far rl is all right, except my father's health.
Well and my sl.... a bit of everything.
I have seen it is not worth waisting the time waiting for a foto partner. So the erotic art I have pushed back for first. I concentrate more on building modules for the "Magic Chair" and the "Primbie House" "(more on this later).
The "Magic Chair" is now no longer "Magic Chair". I renamed it to the name "Magic Machine"... lol ...sounds for me more interesting. I have already built 5 modules and tomorrow I will probably finish the 6th module.
My business in rl is doing extremely well. I have decorated my shop very cosy - rustical, country style. It smells like apple, cinnamon and pine - real Christmas scent. My customers seem to like it, as well as my hospitalit and they love to come over for a cup of coffee and a small talk, and really they do not go without buying something. That is great. Since the 1st Advent I open my shop at Sunday for 2 or 3 hours also and every customer get a little bag with cookies made by me. Fortunately, a couple from France come last week for shopping to me. They visit me 2 - 3 times a year and have bought this time 2 high night stands from Biedermeier.
So far rl is all right, except my father's health.
Well and my sl.... a bit of everything.
I have seen it is not worth waisting the time waiting for a foto partner. So the erotic art I have pushed back for first. I concentrate more on building modules for the "Magic Chair" and the "Primbie House" "(more on this later).
The "Magic Chair" is now no longer "Magic Chair". I renamed it to the name "Magic Machine"... lol ...sounds for me more interesting. I have already built 5 modules and tomorrow I will probably finish the 6th module.
And for those who llike to see the original buildings while listening ambient sound here is a free :-) tp..
But please note the following after you have used the TP you will found yourself on a small island.
The round thing in front of you is the "Magic Machine".
Select midnight before you sit on it.
Then touch it and choose "warp" from the menu.
Choose the high and select the module you like to see.
Then touch it and choose "warp" from the menu.
Choose the high and select the module you like to see.
Close your eyes :-D
\o/ enjoy!
\o/ enjoy!
Aside from a few strange experiences and encounters, that are almost part of everyday life in sl, I met a couple in a sandbox. And after we rezzed our stuff to show it each other, we got the idea to sell our stuff together in one shop. The idea is to build nice things from all kategories for less money. But meanwhile it seems that they have lost their interest, almost every contact fails for some reason. So I will do it alone... The Christmas time started and I discovered that I really find enthusiasm to let myself drift with the music while creating nostalgic and noble Christmas stuff and decorations.
Well, I have created a shop and a blog.... if you like to see my works please visit the "Primbie House" blog. I sell my items on sl marketplace.
Yeah and I have met a really nice person. I roam around with her, mostly hunting. She is a lil needy but not intrusive. I dont know why but she gives me the feeling to protect her and sometimes I feel as I would speak like a father with her. Yeah and she really likes my works and is delighted when I show her a new creation, what motivates me even more, to build better and more unusual things. And of course she get everything for free what she want. Yes, it develops to a really good friendship without any kind of obligations.
Sure it would be more nice if she were a man.... because sometimes even if she is there I feel alone.
My dear friend Alpha was only once in sl after our last meeting, rl commitments make it impossible for him to come online atm.
I miss you much Alpha :-)
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Sadao Hasegawa Tribute
Sadao Hasegawa (1945 - November 20, 1999) was a prominent Japanese graphic artist specializing in male erotica. His work is notable for superb technical skills, elaborate fantastic settings (occasionally reminiscent of William Blake and for incorporating Japanese, Indian, South-East Asian and African mythology. While focusing on depictions of muscular male physique, Hasegawa often turns to extreme sexual situations, bondage and SM themes, which, in the context of his stylized fantasy world, attain a nearly sacral intensity.
Hasegawa was born in the north of Japan and ended his life by committing suicide on November 20, 1999 in Bangkok, Thailand.
Hasegawa was born in the north of Japan and ended his life by committing suicide on November 20, 1999 in Bangkok, Thailand.
Busy
One idea follows another and I can not build fast enough to realize them as soon as I like.
I briefly mentioned in a previous post that I have organized my landmarks. To this end I have teleported to the various locations to check whether they are still current. One of my favorite places is "Sorors Beach". Soror is a woman living in Japan and her preference is to create mainly trees and flowers. No ordinary plants. Strange formed vegetable and plants, colored textures (handmade by her), particles.... I was really happy once again to visit her wild garden, but when I arrive there ... all empty - barren land. Disappointment! That can not be. She has for years possessed the same land ... I checked her profile. Ah, the Lindens have wanted the land back for some reason. And yet what I can gather from her profile, she has found a new place and had not been idle in her creativity. Her new building is called "Tree of Trees". I used immediately the tp in her profile. And WOW!!! A world of colors, shapes, lights and as a whole a huge tree. I will not take the opportunity to describe her building. I can only encourage you to take a look. Really it need to be to visit. Take the opportunity here and now!
Well, caught by Sorors "Tree of Trees" and in terms of my dear friend want to give up the sim I got the idea to build me a home. And that it would be nice to live in a tree. I had never the idea to live in a house in sl. That would be too boring to me personally. Indeed I have it already in rl. So I started to build on my home tree. Meanwhile it becomes larger and larger and I have built more than 1600 prims. Haha and really I have thought about to look for another sandbox because of the prims.
Yeah, and I also have found out how the script of the magic chair works and think about to put my szenes into the magic chair as modules. So I have also built a new scene for my pictures and made a few snapshots. But they are not to my satisfaction The scene is in front of a mirror ... problem: in sl there is no mirror reflection. So the effect of the image is lacking. Every idea for a solution is welcome. More, it is relatively difficult to find the corresponding poses. For a different scene, I need a partner deffinitiv.
At the weekend I spent few hours with Alpha (my dear friend). I am really grateful that he has taken time for me. It was warm hearted and open and it was as I was never away. I have told him about this blog, have given him the link. He have read the first entry... he was pleasantly surprised and likes, if he have time, to follow my blog in the future. So I will try of course to report carefully - lol.
I briefly mentioned in a previous post that I have organized my landmarks. To this end I have teleported to the various locations to check whether they are still current. One of my favorite places is "Sorors Beach". Soror is a woman living in Japan and her preference is to create mainly trees and flowers. No ordinary plants. Strange formed vegetable and plants, colored textures (handmade by her), particles.... I was really happy once again to visit her wild garden, but when I arrive there ... all empty - barren land. Disappointment! That can not be. She has for years possessed the same land ... I checked her profile. Ah, the Lindens have wanted the land back for some reason. And yet what I can gather from her profile, she has found a new place and had not been idle in her creativity. Her new building is called "Tree of Trees". I used immediately the tp in her profile. And WOW!!! A world of colors, shapes, lights and as a whole a huge tree. I will not take the opportunity to describe her building. I can only encourage you to take a look. Really it need to be to visit. Take the opportunity here and now!
Well, caught by Sorors "Tree of Trees" and in terms of my dear friend want to give up the sim I got the idea to build me a home. And that it would be nice to live in a tree. I had never the idea to live in a house in sl. That would be too boring to me personally. Indeed I have it already in rl. So I started to build on my home tree. Meanwhile it becomes larger and larger and I have built more than 1600 prims. Haha and really I have thought about to look for another sandbox because of the prims.
Yeah, and I also have found out how the script of the magic chair works and think about to put my szenes into the magic chair as modules. So I have also built a new scene for my pictures and made a few snapshots. But they are not to my satisfaction The scene is in front of a mirror ... problem: in sl there is no mirror reflection. So the effect of the image is lacking. Every idea for a solution is welcome. More, it is relatively difficult to find the corresponding poses. For a different scene, I need a partner deffinitiv.
At the weekend I spent few hours with Alpha (my dear friend). I am really grateful that he has taken time for me. It was warm hearted and open and it was as I was never away. I have told him about this blog, have given him the link. He have read the first entry... he was pleasantly surprised and likes, if he have time, to follow my blog in the future. So I will try of course to report carefully - lol.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
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